Sacrifice and Obedience

"Then he called the crowd to him along with his disciples and said: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me and for the gospel will save it. What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, yet forfeit his soul? Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul?" Mark 8:34-37

Recently, these 2 words have often been on my mind. They are not words that create in me a feeling of comfort or joy. The words make me shrink away. I want comfort and I want things MY OWN WAY! But Jesus words are simple. He asks his followers to take up their cross and follow him. If we look to save our own life, we will lose it, but if we lose it for the sake of his good news, we gain it all.

So, what causes me to turn away from my fear of these words and run with joy towards a life of sacrifice and obedience? We need to rewind approximately 2000 years ago and look at the scaredy cats that made up Jesus' 11 followers. These men went from shivering and hiding, sending women to Jesus' tomb, to imprisoned, abused, rejected, and some, ultimately, murdered for the Gospel. The change came when they realized who Jesus was and what he had done.

When I recognize the weight of my sin spread against the magnificent backdrop of God's amazing grace and mercy, I am overwhelmed by the Father's deep love for me. It pushes me beyond myself, it finds me sacrificing and obeying when I may not want to do something. But first I have to remember all that has been done for me. The great love that has been poured out over me.